Lately, I've felt.....
...................................well, crazy.....
.........................................................out of sorts....
..............................................................................out of balance...
......................................................................................................out of sync...
............................................................................................................................off my game....
..............................................................................................................................................................
OVERWHELMED in every aspect of my life.
I know I'm not alone. I know there's a Mercury Retrograde going on. I know that other people, including those close to me, have expressed similar feelings.
I've prayed on it. I've planned for contingencies. I've considered the future, even attempting to envision it.
But, in the end, I'm left exhausted and disheartened. So, my only recourse is to try to accept it.
There is a plan. It is of Divine origin. I can modify that plan by responding in a zillion ways with my free will. I don't know the plan. I may never know it. I may never even understand my own part in it. Attempting to control the outcome makes me CRAZY.
I can accept ambiguity. I can accept not knowing. But, none of those things will help me if I can't TRUST that it will work out for the best. And...................................
IT WILL WORK OUT FOR THE BEST.
It always has. It always will. When I have lost things in the past, it has always opened the doors to larger gifts.
Goddess, I give it to you to plan, to plot, to weave, and to understand. I am your instrument. Use me as you will. I will try to stay in the moment so that I can recognize your hand when it appears and I can respond in a way that will further the plan rather than interrupting it.
Blessed Be.
